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=> .Tuesday, December 02, 2008.

Sad Day~!
Just got back home from HTA(Home Team Academy). Today woke up at 0650hrs and went there for my 5th attempt IPPT. Result:
Sit-Up : 40 (GOLD)
Standing BJ : 234 (GOLD)
Pull-Up : 9 (SILVER)
S. Run : 9.8 sec (GOLD)
2.4km : 12.55 min (FAILED)
Overall : FAILED
I have been trying my best at every station. Before my 2.4km i told wei hao. Yesterday someone told me i can sure do it one. Ask me to do my best and told him i wun dissapointed _. However, I failed again . Got to go there next month to re-take every bloody station again. To be frank I'm quite pissed off with myself. Keep asking myself why i just can't goes on without stopping. I saw ppl running pass me and they clocked 10 min plus for 6 rounds. ME??? Can't i just do the same. I dun like to fail. Ya anyway who like it? I'm tired, really very tired. I keep reproaching myself. I didn't went for training whenever i'm free. So does this call give it your best? From today on. I want to write this here. I will train every week . No matter how tired i am. I'm determine to pass on my next attempt. I will go for jog, swim , cycling. Wateva it is. I'm sorry but i'm really moodless today to do anything. SICK AND TIRED OF IPPT!



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