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.Wednesday, May 31, 2006.
haiz.. its 2.20am now and i still can't get to sleep .. my mind , my thoughts are all about u~
We got a serious quarrel earlier and i noe u r very mad at me right now.. haiz.. i can sense that u hate me alot.. i wun blame u cuz its my fault.. i'm sorry dear..
Dunnoe y i just can't get to sleep~ i think of alot of things like the first day we had met and the first day of our relationship~ still rmb on the phone when u keep saying " u really got nothing to say le ya?" u keep wanting me to say and i noe so i purposely dun ask.. that was memorable..~ think of all our outing we had and our first kiss. I'm really glad to hab u by my side. I also keep thinking about things that u had said to me be4 ... really miss those good times we had together! Anyway now we had been together for 5 month plus.. going to 6~ though in between we had lots of quarrel , like today..u really let me know the power of love.. i have learn alot thru this relationship.. sometime i really felt very bad to keep making u angry~ Really i can swear.. like right now i noe u r angry and i can't sleep i dun wan to call u cuz u still need to work somemore i scare u dun wan to hear my voice.~ I got no choice but to write down how i feel down here.
dear.. i really treasure u alot de.. i always wan to be a better bf .. really i'm trying my best.. can give me more time to prove~? to think of it.. I really wan to thanks u for always being so true and faithful to me~ Really i sincerely thank u for everything..I really love u alot.. i noe that i cannot live without u so i nv wanna lose u.. =../
The love we had.. must remain strong...
The love we had.. must nv say die...
The love we had.. I promise i'll treasure it till i die...
I'm depressed... I'm sorry dear.. I miss u!
Hope can get some sleep.. haiz.. trust me.. i'll come out strong from this slide we had now and be a better bf!! hold my hand dear.. till we see light which will eventually lead us out..
is there really fairytales?? can i be the prince u r looking for...
kOonZ..
(O.O)
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``Life is only worth living once
you've found someone worth dying for ``
5:47 PM
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.Monday, May 29, 2006.
Haiz ..
Wait for 6 days then get this off day but it rains, i was in the rain for some time for some reason and later on wanted to join them for soccer but it rains and we got to cancelled the match. Feel so cold now as in about to fall sick man~ must be strong to hold up cuz even if i produce mc i wun get any pay! So tired now..
Right now my dear are still working ,i miss her! today wun be meeting her so sianz man. I noe she sure very sianz one down there , how i wish i can work with her so as to be able to accompany her always. Wan to talk to her also cannot cuz she cannot keep talking on the phone, i feel like meeting her but she say dun wan cuz later she also going home to eat so wat for meet her. I really wan to be with her every min and every seconds.!
Haiz. my hp spoil le, no sound when msg received! feel like changing hp man but no money~ this hp sucks! but inside it got many many things that i dun bear to lose it! see how ba..! haiz..
i miss u right now! Hope u miss me too..! Love u dear~!
KoOnz
``Life is only worth living once
you've found someone worth dying for ``
5:10 AM
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.Tuesday, May 23, 2006.
So today i had taken off as i had decided to accompany my dear to go for her dental appointment~
Today is her last day of her mc and maybe she will be going back to work as soon as tml..
But.. today i'm hoping that the doctor might give her more day to rest as she isn't feeling well at the moment and to say she had not really fully recovered yet..
Yesterday my dear came to my house and we really had fun together.. I really like the time when we are together as during our working days we hardly had any chance to really spend time together..anyway.. she really treasure me as much as i treasure her.. so the feeling is right and our relationship is going very smoothly..I've read her blog.. the last sentence was very touching and i really like it alot.. dear.. me too.. i need u in my life.. i woun let go of u so easily de.. trust me..!
I'm sick too.. but to think she's more sick.. so i had to take care of her and also hope that she will take good care of herself..
As for today , morning was there sitting on the living room accompany my mum watching her favourite korean series..and later afternoon will meet up with her and make our way to the hospital..so thats abt it.. ya~=D Love ya dear.. must recover soon..!
KoOnz
``Life is only worth living once
you've found someone worth dying for ``
3:19 AM
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.Monday, May 15, 2006.
Time flies fast..
Maybe wat i thought may not always be wat i get..
I had always trusted fate cuz its him who brought u to me..
We shared trouble and happiness together before..
I truly treasure this relationship alot and i truly appreciate all the things that u've done for me..
This relationship is the only thing that i dun wanna let go..
I made a mistake..
This time i know u r really mad at me..
I felt so lonely..
I felt so dark..
I need u..
Pls dun leave me alone ...
I'm truly sorry ..
I'm really lost ..
Dunnoe whether u will forgive me anot..
I dun ask for much..
Thank you all e while..
Byez... with love
byez..with care
i'm gone..
KoOn...............
my soul is deAd... my spirit has gone... but u will nv dissapear from where u once were..i'm sorry
``Life is only worth living once
you've found someone worth dying for ``
11:33 AM
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.Friday, May 12, 2006.
So 2nd blog of the day.. lol
Piggy!! HapPy 5th Month Anniversary!!~~
Its fast and its another month past again.. we've been together for 5 months now..~
Many things have happen throughout and we had so much quarrel.. thou in my last blog during our 4th month anniversary, i promise that there will be no more quarrel and sorts.. sorry i've fail.. but i promise i'll not give up and continue to work hard and prevent any more quarrel.!
Through this month we had lots and lots and quarrel which almost ended up in breaking off..
but we made it through again and now we r still standing strong..
My wish for this month is that u will keep standing strong and dun u ever give up on our relationship..! Love u!
No matter wat happen lets all throw away the bad memories and dun let anyone break this relationship ok.. cuz we usually have lots of misunderstanding ~ In this world of mine, u r the one and only i want.. thanks for the biscuit and jelly u've made for me, u really gave me a surprise cuz i didn't and nv ever thought that u would do this thing for me.. sorry that i misunderstood u the other day when u r doing this for me.. MuAckS!~
So dear dear.. lets hold hand to hand and walk down this wonderful road together.. nv ever let go of me cuz i may fell very very far away..Thanks for everything that u've done and said.. Love u..
( kOoN & JaS 120506)
PigPig Luv Piggy
KoOnz
``Life is only worth living once
you've found someone worth dying for ``
3:00 PM
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I think its been a long time since i post a blog man..
So today think i gonna write about my attachment days.. i'm being attach to Kembangan Plaza!!
my dear dear is being attach to Sim Lim Square... How i hope to be with her.. no luck ba..
At first thought that kaoz.. wat kind of place is this but now after working 1 week plus, i felt that the ppl there is fun and its not that "tough" working there too..my boss also not bad but as for my dear dear, she's not that lucky~ haiz..
When she work on public holiday she dun get any compensation ~ somemore she need to keep standing there whole day.. Poor her , lucky we still can meet after work..
So i meet her by always sending her to work and fetching her back.. then when off day i will go find her or when she off she will come find me..
Everytime i work i felt so bored, thats y i always need her company..
She will msg me when she is free but i still kinda miss her alot..
Dunnoe why since the day i start work has been kept dreaming about her.. lol..
I miss u!!!
When i go sim lim i saw many friends down there..~some work happily some dun..
I visit many ppl there like naser, wilson, yan ling, kiwi, jin xiang, hui ling and so on..
good to see them going fine.. i also saw timothy , well he's still that young and handsome.. haha..
Anyway Naser cheer up!! things will be fine.. there's always a better one behind..! all e best..!
okie should end here ba.. Now then i know i miss school so much..~ hope to get back soon~~!
So Good luck everyone.. all the best in ur work!~~
KoOnz
``Life is only worth living once
you've found someone worth dying for ``
1:24 PM
