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=> .Wednesday, December 10, 2008.

Short and Sweet
I just want to say at this time while you are working. I'm home. I'm always waiting for your call. I hope if you got anything bothering you, you must let me know ok. I'm lost of words but just to say I really miss you girl~! =)



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    • => .Monday, December 08, 2008.

    Happy Belated Birthday to Wei Shan
    Yesterday went out to chevron. I was like rushing from work than back home to wash up and took a cab down. And yet i'm still later than her. 3rd time. YA I RMB! haha. Cuz she last min cheated! Upon reaching didn't even know that she had went in WITHOUT me and I'm like searching for her and in the end call her up and noted that she's already inside. Thanks! =P Ya poor thing too ar, she need to carry so many bags up and when she enter people only take note of the bag and not her. ops. =x .So soon after I went in and join the group! At first, I thought today they were going to drink but in the end they said that they had already drink on Sat so ~ Nvm in the end still get to drink some beer. Anyway we gave a surprise to wei shan by buying a cake for her. She was like, at a glance. "Was it for me?" lolz. WELL ITS FOR YOU! Hope you do enjoy the outings . Hope zhi wei and I had given you a wonderful night. lolx. Most dissapointing part is when Zw and Cin didn't work out as I had plan (-200%) PUKE! So we went off ard 1.30am and went for a late supper at Bt Batok. So after that send Ws and her back. Reach home around 3am. Slept ard 3.45am. should be ar.
    Today, woke up and chat chat chat. And notice that someone phone can only last for 1hr 46min and will auto cut off the line.lolx. Well we chat on many issue. Family, Work, Friends and so on. After that went for a bath and had breakfast. While I was having my breakfast. I think back on what we had chat and was like talking to my mum so it was like:
    Koon : Ma! Do you think I should take a private Dip after my NS?
    Mum(Mopping the floor) : You want to waste money again ar! Later fail again!
    Koon : But i think hohx, Poly need 3 long yrs to complete the course lehx. By the time i will be like...
    Mum(Still mopping) : I dun understand you all la. Study so much in the end, the things that u all study isn't the job that you all r working as!
    Koon : But Ma..
    Mum(Shout) : I dunno you all la. Dun talk to me all this when i'm doing my housechores la!!! I'm tired!
    Koon : But you are my only Mum ar. So must ask for your advice.
    Mum : Just learn to save money, some degree holder come out till now also still jobless right. Dun think i got alot of money ok!
    Koon : Haiz..
    Mum(Still mopping) : Haiya. All is fated de ar. Why think so much. Be more hardworking can le . Dun always think of striking rich!
    Koon: Yes Ma!
    and it goes on...
    Since I'm in this job, I have seen many things. Up and downs of life and faces. OK ! I will follow my heart!
    I will study hard de..
    I believe love is between two, no matter wats the status, how other's might think, i believe as long as we can find happiness, love might be just perfect.
    No matter what have happen in the past. Its all history. Dun becuz of a rotten apple. You wear a colour specs to see on other apple .
    This path might be rough. steep . I know its nv easy, But i will move on and walk down. Will you be there waiting for me?
    Will you hold on to me and pick me up when i fall?
    Last but not least.. $10. $10 . $10 . lolx.



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    • => .Thursday, December 04, 2008.

    I'm happy..
    Finally, you have decided to move on. I know everything will be very hard at the beggining. I can feel you. I know how u felt. Really. I believe you can do it! I'm happy for you too. I hope you can find your xin fu too. Dun stop at this moment. Walk on this journey of yours happily. I don't want to talk too much. But frank, I'm very happy with what you had sms me. Study hard ok. Really wish the next time if we were to meet will be a happy outing. I hope that we are still friends! Good luck girl~ Take good care!



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    • => .Tuesday, December 02, 2008.

    Sad Day~!
    Just got back home from HTA(Home Team Academy). Today woke up at 0650hrs and went there for my 5th attempt IPPT. Result:
    Sit-Up : 40 (GOLD)
    Standing BJ : 234 (GOLD)
    Pull-Up : 9 (SILVER)
    S. Run : 9.8 sec (GOLD)
    2.4km : 12.55 min (FAILED)
    Overall : FAILED
    I have been trying my best at every station. Before my 2.4km i told wei hao. Yesterday someone told me i can sure do it one. Ask me to do my best and told him i wun dissapointed _. However, I failed again . Got to go there next month to re-take every bloody station again. To be frank I'm quite pissed off with myself. Keep asking myself why i just can't goes on without stopping. I saw ppl running pass me and they clocked 10 min plus for 6 rounds. ME??? Can't i just do the same. I dun like to fail. Ya anyway who like it? I'm tired, really very tired. I keep reproaching myself. I didn't went for training whenever i'm free. So does this call give it your best? From today on. I want to write this here. I will train every week . No matter how tired i am. I'm determine to pass on my next attempt. I will go for jog, swim , cycling. Wateva it is. I'm sorry but i'm really moodless today to do anything. SICK AND TIRED OF IPPT!



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    • => .Monday, December 01, 2008.

    Outing
    Today went to Plaza Singapura with pandaress. lolx. Went to catch a movie " Beverly Hills Chiwawa". Its kinda cute and part of it is pretty funny and entertaining. Think next movie will be "Bedtime Story" . Saw the trailer earlier. Even trailer make my smile remain . Just hope I didn't bored ya. After that we went to orchard. Walk around looking for christmas present. In the end . We went home empty hand. lolx. And no matter wat it is, I will be called "old uncle". Than went off at ard 1800hrs. Than meet up again at 2000hrs. Cuz of classes. Than after that went to Bukit Timah and met up with Si song and co. Had our dinner there. And went home ard 2210hrs. In the end of the day. I got summon by whosoeva!!!! Lucky got put coupon so its only $6. Anyway whoever knows me will know that i'm road idiot. So you are not too late to know. Lolx. I'll get lost easily but in the end will be still able to get home de.! No worries.
    Tml having IPPT must rest le.. JIA YOU!
    "It's so easy, To think about Love, To Talk about Love, To wish for Love, But it's not always easy, To recognize Love, Even when we hold it.... In our hands."
    "From every human being there rises a light that reaches straight to heaven. And when two souls that are destined to be together find each other, their streams of light flow together, and a single brighter light goes forth from their united being."



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