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=> .Wednesday, May 31, 2006.

haiz.. its 2.20am now and i still can't get to sleep .. my mind , my thoughts are all about u~
We got a serious quarrel earlier and i noe u r very mad at me right now.. haiz.. i can sense that u hate me alot.. i wun blame u cuz its my fault.. i'm sorry dear..

Dunnoe y i just can't get to sleep~ i think of alot of things like the first day we had met and the first day of our relationship~ still rmb on the phone when u keep saying " u really got nothing to say le ya?" u keep wanting me to say and i noe so i purposely dun ask.. that was memorable..~ think of all our outing we had and our first kiss. I'm really glad to hab u by my side. I also keep thinking about things that u had said to me be4 ... really miss those good times we had together! Anyway now we had been together for 5 month plus.. going to 6~ though in between we had lots of quarrel , like today..u really let me know the power of love.. i have learn alot thru this relationship.. sometime i really felt very bad to keep making u angry~ Really i can swear.. like right now i noe u r angry and i can't sleep i dun wan to call u cuz u still need to work somemore i scare u dun wan to hear my voice.~ I got no choice but to write down how i feel down here.

dear.. i really treasure u alot de.. i always wan to be a better bf .. really i'm trying my best.. can give me more time to prove~? to think of it.. I really wan to thanks u for always being so true and faithful to me~ Really i sincerely thank u for everything..I really love u alot.. i noe that i cannot live without u so i nv wanna lose u.. =../

The love we had.. must remain strong...
The love we had.. must nv say die...
The love we had.. I promise i'll treasure it till i die...

I'm depressed... I'm sorry dear.. I miss u!
Hope can get some sleep.. haiz.. trust me.. i'll come out strong from this slide we had now and be a better bf!! hold my hand dear.. till we see light which will eventually lead us out..

is there really fairytales?? can i be the prince u r looking for...

kOonZ..
(O.O)
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